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Project Ninja

bskowron — Tue, 22 Nov 2011 01:03:19 +0000

Birds are coming

bskowron — Mon, 24 Oct 2011 14:12:57 +0000

Found on the hard drive. Old stuff. January 2009.

Good Bye, Grandpa!

bskowron — Mon, 18 Jul 2011 00:04:39 +0000

Has gone. While sleeping. Ailing.

My last picture taken of him about a year ago.

R.I.P.
16.03.1930 – 17.06.2011

2011 is the year!

bskowron — Sat, 01 Jan 2011 05:45:37 +0000

How do they say? Ah, Happy New Year! Yeah, we are heading for 2011..

[...Here, I removed few paragraphs about my story from one of the past New Year's Eves which basically have been crushing myself since that time. I decided to remove it and keep it to myself as it's a quite good story to complain about life and I want to complain from time to time, so...the Internet has to live without it...]

Anyway, just for a short sum up…
I planned to spend a New Year’s Eve in Asia a year ago. More or less I was sure it would be my first New Year’s Eve celebration alone since…ever? Anyway, it has never happened because.. all the 2010 was crap. It was crap to this point that I didn’t go to Asia then and (oh irony!) I spent this New Year’s Eve alone. A short difference is that I spent it in Poland and it wasn’t planned. This shows you how shitty 2010 was for me. And in fact, it digged me to the last day.

So, 2010 was a bad year. The worst thing was, I was balancing between good and bad moods. Between good and bad experiences etc. Fortunately, two or three months ago I realized that as shitty the 2010 is and I have started to prepare for an upcoming year…the 2011. And here we are today! I have already planned some travels and other stuff and I’m really looking forward to experience the 2011. This is my year. I truly believe in it!

As it’s a new year, I received some wishes…funny thing is most of them was about photography. So, let me make it upside down. This time there is no photo included. But..I have promised myself, I will start to upload stuff regularly! I promise…once again…but this is the 2011…it must be a good year! As 2011 is the year!

All the best.

A friendship is over – the bridge is burnt

bskowron — Sat, 04 Jul 2009 11:21:31 +0000

My best and closest friend ever is gone. I got the news last night and still can’t really believe it. We were like sticky stickers. A person for the best and the worst.

With my emotional roller coaster, she was like a bridge to my daily life. I don’t know how I will handle it without her. She was like my last hope that tomorrow will be a better day. No, it won’t.

I feel so bad that we had to split our paths.

If only I could put into words
The way I feel
Telling myself the situation’s not real
Lost and sometimes I feel
I have nowhere to go
Because you tell me it’s wrong
To let my feelings show
I’ve lost my place to turn
I know I fucked it up
I turned away
One too many times
Suffered from an ego trip
That left me fucking blind
Friends are telling me
The loneliness will go away
But the memories will be there
As long as
The ink in my fingers stays
I choose to stay away
Because I want to keep control
My head is thinking straight
But my heart says explode
The thought of someone else
Is much too much
And friendship means
You’re just beyond my touch

One love. 4.07.2009